bharose ka qatl
maz.hab kī talvār banā kar
ḳhvāhishoñ ke andhe ghoḌe par savār
mere man āñgan ko rauñd Daalā
mere bharose ko suulī par Taañg kar
tum ne dūsrā byaah rachā liyā
tumhāre sañg guzāre pal pal ko
maiñ ne apne maas par khaal kī tarah mundh liyā thā
tumhāre saath āñchal bāñdh kar
baabā kā āñgan paar kar ke
tumhāre laa.e sāñche meñ
maiñ ne paayā thā apnā vajūd
pyaar kyā hai ye nahīñ jāntī
par tumhāre ghar ne baḌ ke peḌ sī chhāñv kī thī mujh par
bachāyā thā zamāne ke gunāhoñ ke
tīroñ kī bauchhaḌ se
is sāñche meñ rahne kī ḳhātir
maiñ apne vajūd ko kāTtī chhañTtī tarāshtī rahī
tumhāre lahū kī buuñd ko apne maas meñ janm diyā
aulād bhī ham donoñ kā bandhan na ban sakī
bandhan kyā hai ye nahīñ jāntī
mujhe faqat ek sabaq paḌhāyā gayā thā
tumhārā ghar merī āḳhirī panāh-gāh hai
maiñ ne ka.ī baar dekhā hai
zamāne kī nigāhoñ se sañgsār hote
talāq-yāfta aurat ko
is liye bārish se Darī billī kī tarah
ghar ke ek kone aur tumhāre naam ke istīma.al par
qanā.at kiye baiThī rahī
jannat kyā hai jahannam kyā hai ye nahīñ jāntī
magar itnā yaqīn hai
jannat bharose se bālā-tar nahīñ
aur jahannam saut ke qahqahoñ se baḌh kar girāñ nahīñ
tānoñ aur rahm bharī nazroñ se baḌh kar mushkil
koī pul-sirāt nahīñ
kabhī kabhī sot kā chehra mujhe apnā jaisā lagtā hai
us kī peshānī par bhī
maiñ ne be-e'tibārī kī shikneñ dekhī haiñ
jab vo mujhe dekhtī hai
ḳhushī us ke siine meñ
hāthoñ meñ dabā.e kabūtar kī tarah phaḌ phaḌā uThtī hai
maiñ un se laḌ nahīñ saktī
un meñ tum shāmil ho
maiñ tum se laḌ nahīñ saktī
maz.hab qānūn aur samāj tumhāre saath haiñ
rīteñ rasmeñ tumhāre hathiyār haiñ
dil chāhtā hai ki zindagī kī kitāb se
vo baab hī phaaḌ kar pheñk duuñ
jo apne mafād meñ tum ne
mere muqaddar meñ likkhā hai
mazhab ki talwar bana kar
KHwahishon ke andhe ghoDe par sawar
mere man aangan ko raund Dala
mere bharose ko suli par Tang kar
tum ne dusra byah racha liya
tumhaare sang guzare pal pal ko
main ne apne mas par khaal ki tarah mundh liya tha
tumhaare sath aanchal bandh kar
baba ka aangan par kar ke
tumhaare lae sanche mein
main ne paya tha apna wajud
pyar kya hai ye nahin jaanti
par tumhaare ghar ne baD ke peD si chhanw ki thi mujh par
bachaya tha zamane ke gunahon ke
tiron ki bauchhaD se
is sanche mein rahne ki KHatir
main apne wajud ko kaTti chhanTti tarashti rahi
tumhaare lahu ki bund ko apne mas mein janm diya
aulad bhi hum donon ka bandhan na ban saki
bandhan kya hai ye nahin jaanti
mujhe faqat ek sabaq paDhaya gaya tha
tumhaara ghar meri aaKHiri panah-gah hai
main ne kai bar dekha hai
zamane ki nigahon se sangsar hote
talaq-yafta aurat ko
is liye barish se Dari billi ki tarah
ghar ke ek kone aur tumhaare nam ke istimal par
qanaat kiye baiThi rahi
jannat kya hai jahannam kya hai ye nahin jaanti
magar itna yaqin hai
jannat bharose se baala-tar nahin
aur jahannam saut ke qahqahon se baDh kar giran nahin
tanon aur rahm bhari nazron se baDh kar mushkil
koi pul-siraat nahin
kabhi kabhi sot ka chehra mujhe apna jaisa lagta hai
us ki peshani par bhi
main ne be-e'tibari ki shiknen dekhi hain
jab wo mujhe dekhti hai
KHushi us ke sine mein
hathon mein dabae kabutar ki tarah phaD phaDa uThti hai
main un se laD nahin sakti
un mein tum shamil ho
main tum se laD nahin sakti
mazhab qanun aur samaj tumhaare sath hain
riten rasmen tumhaare hathiyar hain
dil chahta hai ki zindagi ki kitab se
wo bab hi phaD kar phenk dun
jo apne mafad mein tum ne
mere muqaddar mein likkha hai
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