badal chuki hai har ek yaad apni surat bhi
badal chukī hai har ik yaad apnī sūrat bhī
vo ahd-e-rafta kā har ḳhvāb har haqīqat bhī
kuchh un ke kaam nikalte haiñ dushmanī meñ mirī
maiñ dushmanoñ kī hamesha se huuñ zarūrat bhī
kisī bhī lafz ne thāmā nahīñ hai haath mirā
maiñ paḌh ke dekh chukī āḳhirī ibārat bhī
ye jis ne rok liyā mujh ko aage baḌhne se
vo merī be-ġharazī thī mirī zarūrat bhī
mirī shikasta-dilī hī ba-rū-e-kār aa.ī
vagarna vaqt to kartā nahīñ ri.āyat bhī
maiñ apnī baat kisī se bhī kar na pā.ūñgī
mujhe tabāh karegī ye merī aadat bhī
maiñ kaise baat bhalā dil kī maan luuñ 'shabnam'
ki us ko mujh se mohabbat bhī thī adāvat bhī
ye merā ijz ki dil meñ use utarne diyā
ye us kā maan ki māñgī nahīñ ijāzat bhī
badal chuki hai har ek yaad apni surat bhi
wo ahd-e-rafta ka har KHwab har haqiqat bhi
kuchh un ke kaam nikalte hain dushmani mein meri
main dushmanon ki hamesha se hun zarurat bhi
kisi bhi lafz ne thama nahin hai hath mera
main paDh ke dekh chuki aaKHiri ibarat bhi
ye jis ne rok liya mujh ko aage baDhne se
wo meri be-gharazi thi meri zarurat bhi
meri shikasta-dili hi ba-ru-e-kar aai
wagarna waqt to karta nahin riayat bhi
main apni baat kisi se bhi kar na paungi
mujhe tabah karegi ye meri aadat bhi
main kaise baat bhala dil ki man lun 'shabnam'
ki us ko mujh se mohabbat bhi thi adawat bhi
ye mera ijz ki dil mein use utarne diya
ye us ka man ki mangi nahin ijazat bhi
- Book : Musaafat Raigaan Thi (Pg. 33)
- Author : Shabnam Shakil
- Publication : Sang-e-Meel Publications, Pakistan (2008)
- Edition : 2008
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