zamir
ruuh nāpāk mirī qalb bhī nāpāk mirā
nafs-e-ammāra bahut ho gayā bebāk mirā
bojh meñ apne hī maazī ke dabā jaatā huuñ
apnī hī aag meñ ab ḳhud hī jalā jaatā huuñ
kis taraf jā.ūñ kahāñ dho.ūñ maiñ apnā dāman
mere maqtūl mire saath haiñ be-ġhusl-o-kafn
dekhtā huuñ shab-e-tārīk meñ jab maiñ taare
nok-e-neza pe nazar aate haiñ kitne bachche
aaj tak yaad haiñ mujh ko vo nigāheñ māsūm
in hī hāthoñ ne jinheñ kar diyā baḌh kar mādūm
chhātiyāñ maaoñ kī hañs hañs ke haiñ maiñ ne kāTīñ
haDDiyoñ se mirī talvār ne saḌkeñ pātīñ
apnī har zarb kā ab ḳhud hī nishāna huuñ maiñ
jurm unvān ho jis kā vo fasāna huuñ maiñ
maiñ ne ismat ke sanam ḳhānoñ ko mismār kiyā
apnī bahnoñ ko supurd-e-sar-e-bāzār kiyā
kitne mah-pāre hue ḳhud mirī zulmat kā shikār
kaun kar saktā hai ab mere gunāhoñ kā shumār
chauñk chauñk uThtā huuñ rātoñ ko maiñ aksar ab bhī
chīḳheñ rah rah ke mire kānoñ meñ aatī haiñ vahī
apne kirdār ko ab kaise bhulā.ūñ ai dost
apnī hī laash ko ab kaise uThā.ūñ ai dost
khaa.e jaatā hai mujhe ab mire maazī kā ḳhayāl
kyā mire jurm kī pādāsh hai is darja muhāl
ruh napak meri qalb bhi napak mera
nafs-e-ammara bahut ho gaya bebak mera
bojh mein apne hi mazi ke daba jata hun
apni hi aag mein ab KHud hi jala jata hun
kis taraf jaun kahan dhoun main apna daman
mere maqtul mere sath hain be-ghusl-o-kafn
dekhta hun shab-e-tarik mein jab main tare
nok-e-neza pe nazar aate hain kitne bachche
aaj tak yaad hain mujh ko wo nigahen masum
in hi hathon ne jinhen kar diya baDh kar madum
chhatiyan maon ki hans hans ke hain main ne kaTin
haDDiyon se meri talwar ne saDken patin
apni har zarb ka ab KHud hi nishana hun main
jurm unwan ho jis ka wo fasana hun main
main ne ismat ke sanam KHanon ko mismar kiya
apni bahnon ko supurd-e-sar-e-bazar kiya
kitne mah-pare hue KHud meri zulmat ka shikar
kaun kar sakta hai ab mere gunahon ka shumar
chaunk chaunk uThta hun raaton ko main aksar ab bhi
chiKHen rah rah ke mere kanon mein aati hain wahi
apne kirdar ko ab kaise bhulaun ai dost
apni hi lash ko ab kaise uThaun ai dost
khae jata hai mujhe ab mere mazi ka KHayal
kya mere jurm ki padash hai is darja muhaal
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