KHala ki manzil-e-payab ka pata bhi main
ḳhalā kī manzil-e-pāyāb kā patā bhī maiñ
aur apne aap meñ ik be-karāñ ḳhalā bhī maiñ
fazā ke siine meñ betāb shorisheñ mujh se
dil-e-vajūd kī ik āh-e-nā-rasā bhī maiñ
maiñ apnī shāḳh-e-ḳhamīda kā barg-e-shorīda
shajar kā jism bhī maiñ jism se judā bhī maiñ
tire vajūd ke idrāk tak pahuñchtī huī
yaqīñ kī guuñj bhī maiñ vahm kī havā bhī maiñ
mujhī se fikr-o-nazar ke sanam-kade raushan
aur apne aap ko ab tak na pā sakā bhī maiñ
jamāl-e-sub.h-e-sukūñ shām-e-iztirāb kā rañg
sukūt-e-zard bhī maiñ surḳhī-e-sadā bhī maiñ
varā-e-fahm hai mere tazād kā aalam
ki nok-e-ḳhār bhī maiñ aur barahna-pā bhī maiñ
mire sitam kī ḳharāsheñ mire hī chehre par
avadh kī shaam bhī maiñ aur hiroshima bhī maiñ
mire junūñ ke karishme mirī riyā ke tilism
ki vietnam bhī maiñ aur geneva bhī maiñ
ba-qaul-e-shā.ir-e-mashriq maiñ apnā qātil-e-jāñ
havā-e-tund bhī maiñ barg-e-be-navā bhī maiñ
zavāl-e-ādam-e-ḳhākī kī ibtidā mujh se
aur us kī azmat-e-paiham kā irtiqā bhī maiñ
mujhī ko chhū na sakī 'darwin' kī hadd-e-gumāñ
aur aaj ḳhalvat-e-mahtāb tak rasā bhī maiñ
mujhe to jaise vo an-dekhā rāstā na lagā
ḳhalā ke jāda-e-mānūs par chalā bhī maiñ
fanā kī mauj mirī ruuh ke makāñ se ḳhajil
asīr-e-vaqt bhī maiñ vaqt se varā bhī maiñ
hisār-e-jism ke dīvār-o-bām meñ mahbūs
hudūn-e-kaun-o-makāñ se guzar gayā bhī maiñ
gadā-e-nutq bhī maiñ ḳhāliq-e-azal ke huzūr
aur apne dard kī āvāz kā ḳhudā bhī maiñ
mire sharāra-e-fan se hai raushnī har sū
aur apne sho.ala-e-ehsās meñ jalā bhī maiñ
zabān-e-harf kī sehr-āfrīniyāñ mujh se
lab-e-ḳhayāl kī taqrīr-e-be-sadā bhī maiñ
maiñ us kī soch kā ik shāhkār bhī 'ḳhāvar'
aur us ke shauq kā dilchasp hadisā bhī maiñ
KHala ki manzil-e-payab ka pata bhi main
aur apne aap mein ek be-karan KHala bhi main
faza ke sine mein betab shorishen mujh se
dil-e-wajud ki ek aah-e-na-rasa bhi main
main apni shaKH-e-KHamida ka barg-e-shorida
shajar ka jism bhi main jism se juda bhi main
tere wajud ke idrak tak pahunchti hui
yaqin ki gunj bhi main wahm ki hawa bhi main
mujhi se fikr-o-nazar ke sanam-kade raushan
aur apne aap ko ab tak na pa saka bhi main
jamal-e-subh-e-sukun sham-e-iztirab ka rang
sukut-e-zard bhi main surKHi-e-sada bhi main
wara-e-fahm hai mere tazad ka aalam
ki nok-e-KHar bhi main aur barahna-pa bhi main
mere sitam ki KHarashen mere hi chehre par
awadh ki sham bhi main aur hiroshima bhi main
mere junun ke karishme meri riya ke tilism
ki wietnam bhi main aur genewa bhi main
ba-qaul-e-shair-e-mashriq main apna qatil-e-jaan
hawa-e-tund bhi main barg-e-be-nawa bhi main
zawal-e-adam-e-KHaki ki ibtida mujh se
aur us ki azmat-e-paiham ka irtiqa bhi main
mujhi ko chhu na saki 'darwin' ki hadd-e-guman
aur aaj KHalwat-e-mahtab tak rasa bhi main
mujhe to jaise wo an-dekha rasta na laga
KHala ke jada-e-manus par chala bhi main
fana ki mauj meri ruh ke makan se KHajil
asir-e-waqt bhi main waqt se wara bhi main
hisar-e-jism ke diwar-o-baam mein mahbus
hudun-e-kaun-o-makan se guzar gaya bhi main
gada-e-nutq bhi main KHaliq-e-azal ke huzur
aur apne dard ki aawaz ka KHuda bhi main
mere sharara-e-fan se hai raushni har su
aur apne shoala-e-ehsas mein jala bhi main
zaban-e-harf ki sehr-afriniyan mujh se
lab-e-KHayal ki taqrir-e-be-sada bhi main
main us ki soch ka ek shahkar bhi 'KHawar'
aur us ke shauq ka dilchasp hadisa bhi main
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